Haywire

I was in extreme mess last week.

Saturday 6th, MrJ and I went to Princ3 Court MC for HnyB's monthly checkup with Dr Seri. Mummy's darling was sleeping, *mwah mwah* hence Mummy and Abi cannot peek at 'what' is in between HnyB's leg. Hehe. Cheeky baby!

On Sunday, we went shopping at Sogo Yearly Sales. Huyeahh! There were soOooOo many people Masya-Allah. After a short lecture (courtesy of moi to beloved hubby) begging him to fill up his closet with new stuff, MrJ managed to buy everything for him from top to toe (he only shops once in a blue moon). Mummy ang Abi bought HnyB's 1st clothes too! Double huyeahh!! We were just too excited looking at the supercute baby clothing and decided to get one.

Monday, MrJ took a day off to attend T3chnip interview. If Plan A failed nauzubillah, then Plan B will prevail. Thanks to Rina's Ayam Masak Madu Recipe, we both really enjoyed our berbuka menu that day. Nyum2.

Malam tu I started feeling uncomfortable and ache at everypart of my ligaments and muscles (if any). Didnt follow MrJ to surau for Isya' and Tarawikh Prayer. The pain and ache was so intense that I cant even stand up to pray and only managed to solat duduk. Headache started to creep in and spin the world around. I slept early.

We had early sahur coz MrJ wanted to drive back to Segamat that very morning. I decided not to go to work and went to see my GP. She said my BP dropped too much and I was so pale. (Teringat kat awin yg suke cakap - Azie muke ko pucat giler!) That's why I cant stand on my feet for long. Got 2 days off.

My bodyache started to worsen on Tuesday night. Pusing sane sakit, pusing sini sakit. Semua x kena. I didnt feel hnyB's kicking me and I began to worry. That night I only slept for 4 hours and terjaga once every hour.

Wednesday, I cried all alone at home. Bugs came (unplanned) after work to berbuke with me. We bought food at Pasar Ramadhan, enough for whole Somalia to eat for 10 days. After berbuke, she left. That night, I continue crying and begged MrJ to come home. I was scared and alone and dont know what to do. MrJ decided to drive back to KL after sahur, Thurday morning. Thank you sayang! *mwah mwah*

'I have an excruciating abdominal pain and it's unbearable.' These were the exact words I said to Dr S3ri on Thursday. MrJ was there as well. I arranged for another check-up with her since I cant ignore/tahan/carry on with the pain anymore. She looked worried too.

'Do you notice any spotting/discharges?'

'No.'
'The pain concentrated mostly at the back, left side and to my left paha.'

'Ok, let us scan and find out.'

Moment of truth.

'Your baby is ok. See.' (Alhamdulillah)

'Doctor, I always thought that (the pain is due to) one the cysts is ruptured like before.'

'Ohhh, you're so get used to it (ruptured cyst). We have checked it before right; and we cant detect anymore cyst in here.' (sambil mendouble check every possible corner to detect for cyst)

She asked me to sit up and slowly punch at the spot where the pain originated.

'Oh here eh? And here as well eh? I see. Ok. I think it's just back pain.' (?!) Just back pain and YET it's so painful, TO THE MAX!

'It's normal for pregnant ladies to have backpain; due to weight gain. But I think it's too early for you to have that. Nampaknyeh another patient for Dr Badrul la ni!'

Ok peeps, I now have my very own orthopedic, Dr Badrul. Hoho. And my gynae has enrolled me to a physio class starting this Saturday! Wihuuu.

I got 3 more days off till Monday. Huyeahh. I hate going to the office these days, tho I'm in deep pain, am still happy.

Hubby, please dont leave me and HnyB anymore. We need you. :-(