Monday, December 28, 2009

Allah and His Tests

Monday morning.

Find my peace and serenity at my little corner in the office.

Weekend was super duper hectic and only got time to glimpse at some updates from friends' blogs.

Anyhow, breaking news, Mak has breast cancer. The biopsy result was out last Thursday @ Pusrawi. The surgeon, Dr Razifah suggested to remove the left breast (all) where the tumor is. She is very frank, open and said everything out of her neurons. Same day, we went to see Prof Yip @ UMSC (UM Specialist Centre). Since there are many strong recommendations about her, mak decided to do the op with her and we agreed. 4th January, Monday is the date.

Breast cancer is of course never appears in my dictionary. I never thought that my closest family, my Mak will get it. I always thot - no, it will not happen to me. It's other people's businesses.

How wrong I am!

Breast cancer.

I said it out loud to Mak and myself and whoever was listening at that time: Cancer is just a name, the stage is just a number. It depends on how we perceive and react to it.

Everything is in the brain. Don't let the cancer clouding your mind.

Nauzubillah. I was not tested with the big C and can't imagine myself in her shoes. Nauzubillah. Moga Allah jauhkan. Sangat-sangat jauhkan.

All that she needs is strong support from the family, showers of love and kisses from nadirah and tonnes of duas and prayers to go through this.

So friends, doakan kesembuhan untuk Bondaku yah?




p/s- Many came to me and said, "Itulah hikmah Allah halang sambung belajar oversea. Kalau tak, terus collapse mak kamu - anak semua takde kat Malaysia". (Imah is in Kuching, so kire oversea jugak la)

Perancangan Allah jualah yang terbaik. Alhamdulillah.



4 comments:

iL4na said...

so sorry to hear bout ur mom azie. smoga sembuh cepat dan lesap semua C itu soon AMIN.

azya said...

baru bukak ur blog after long holiday of blog hopping, tak sangka dapat berita sesedih ni.
aku doakan yg terbaik utk ur mom, semoga semuanya (the op) berjalan lancar. be tough dear, eventhough it's hard.
hanya Allah je la yang tahu apa hikmahnya, banyakkan bersabar yer.

Azzean said...

salam kak fizah,yan ni kawan imah.. kak, yan doakn makcik slmt jalan operation rini..smg sume berjalan lancar.. imah ade gtau yan time terserempak kt uia ritu.. same2 kak kita doa yg terbaik k.

SRS said...

Azie, I'd begin by admitting that I am such a JERK for not knowing about your blog earlier, hence about the BC news =(

Of course, aku doakan semuanya berjalan lancar and mak kau cepat sihat. Insya Allah, will come to visit nanti kay?

Be strong dear and do take care. Gimme a buzz if you need anything...